I'm surrounded by pregnant women... and new born's. And if there are any of them around... the talk always turns to babies or being pregnant.
I hate it.
Today was awesome... I was in a great mood! Ready to take on the world... I got to work and within 30 minutes my good day was shattered. I got asked "So, When are you guys gonna have kids? You better get a move on" I almost threw up. My response "Do you have 10,000 dollars?" She replied "No, why?" So I gave a blunt answer... "Because I can't have children naturally... I have to go through invitro in order for me to have children... And that costs $10,000..." She didn't have a response for that. And I don't blame her.
The ache in my soul has been like ten fold recently...
I pray every day for a miracle
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